Wednesday, November 01, 2006

Vacant, With A Hint Of Sadness...

Ah, "slit my wrists" weather is here again. The tempeture outside right now, is a nipple hardening 19. Let me start out by saying, I hate winter. Hate. With a passion. The only good thing about winter is that everything dies and I can breathe again. The air is just cleaner in the winter. I hate snow. I hate being cold, it's the worst feeling in the world. I hate winter driving. The snow flurries floating around in the air and glistening in the sun like some hallmark moment, are only bringing me down a little more.

I am in a bad mood today. Can you tell? Is it obvious? Please don't slip in that puddle of my venom.

So let's dive right in.

Keeks blew me off yet again, last night. Why does this continue to suprise me? She does this all the time. Of course, she doesn't see it that way. She got too busy to answer my call, I guess. She only hangs out with me when she doesn't have someone else to entertain her. Melly is the same way. I haven't heard from her in days. She has a boyfriend again. Someone else to take care of her. Wtfe. She will call me when it all falls apart again. Heaven forbid, I am not there to pick up the pieces.

I have lost my glasses somewhere. I have no idea. I had them on Monday night. I woke up Tuesday and haven't seen them since. I checked with the girl whose car I was in Monday night. Nope. Checked with the guys at the NWL. Nope. Checked my car. Nope. Checked my apartment. Nope. Well, what the hell Juice? Just another expense.

When I gave the bank my school schedule I was told, "Looks like you are going to be missing some classes, doesn't it?" WTF?! I think not!

I have Badger tickets for the 18th of this month, and the store is displaying douche bag-like tendancies with giving me the time off. I don't care...I am going. It's Bartender's birthday...I am going to be there.

I am bummed over money. School bills, Tires, Muffler replacements, possible new glasses....ARGH!

I am sure it will all pass in about 10 minutes and I will be fine. Someone is bound to waves something shiny in front of me.

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