Confessions...

i am not:
ordinary.

i hurt:
inside right now.

i love:
easily and freely.

i hate:
the direction I have let my life go.

i hear:
the beat of my heart.

i crave:
food. I am damn hungry.

i regret:
not finishing school.

i cry:
alone.

i care:
too much about my friends sometimes.

i always:
have time for you

i long for:
the day when I can consider myself a sucess

i feel alone:
more then you know

i listen:
when others have stopped

i hide:
my addiction

i drive:
irresponsibliy

i sing:
whenever I can

i write:
words that you will never read

i breathe:
tarnished air, like the rest of you

i miss:
the way I used to feel

i learn:
quickly

i feel:
less and less important everyday

i fail:
only when I give up

i dream:
of a better life for you and me

i sleep:
rarely enough for it to count anymore

i wonder:
why everything has to be so hard right now

i want:
to be happy

i worry:
constantly

i have:
the best friends on earth

i give:
more of myself away then I should

i fight:
for those who need me

i need:
approx. $5,000

i am:
so sick of it all

i can't help the fact that i:
care too much